Life Moves On

Finally back

2009-08-29T10:48:00.000-07:00

Ok, firstly, sorry for such a long slacking when it comes to blogging.
As Queenswayans know, we had our Common test this week.
I was half lazy and half busy to blog so i just didnt.
Anyways, back now !! hahaha

Me, Haresh and Xinen went to Orchard.
I dont know why i choose that place.
Maybe i just wanted to go Ion.
3 of us just went around Singapore..
We went to the...the...Fort canning park? ( cant remember the name)
and some other places and slakced.
Later on Gerald and Bun joined joined us.
Then Haresh and Xinen went off.
Me Gerald and Bun went to drink beer~~ !!! (siao)
hahaha anyways, enjoyed the day :))

Joke of the day : While i was looking for POSB ATM machine,
I couldnt find any. SO i went to a guy and asked
"Excuse me, do you know where POTM(Hero in dota) machine is?"
Gerald and Me almost died laughing. Zzz

Happy Birthday Edwina

2009-08-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday edwina!
May you be always happy & healthy.

Will be back after exam

Sorry..

2009-08-13T08:03:00.001-07:00

Sorry..I sincerely am sorry

Vivo...again....

2009-08-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

Went to Vivo AGAIN!
We were supposed to meet at 12:30,
then everyone came at 1 : 30...
I seriously found out that i should leave my house LATER, not earlier.
Again, had great day with Xinen,Haresh,Gerald,Bun Bun, Keesian and Sinen.
Of course...except for the time we went to city hall to look for Mr.Gerald
After looking for Gerald, we went to vivo again and sat and played truth or dare
We were all choosing truth, but after some time, we started to choose dare only
[(Sorry Lai Kuan :p. I love you(?_?).]
Me and Bun heng were super high :)
We came to a point that we got tired and had to relax.
So we just chat chat chat..as usual
:))))
Had fairly good day.See ya

P.S : 차소영 너 나한테 혼나

Happy birthday Jeanne

2009-08-07T17:57:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Jeanne!
May you always be happy & healthy.

Yesterday was pre-national day celebration.
Went to school at 7:15 and came home at 11.
What a waste of time =.=;
Anyways, went to watch G.I Joe with haresh, BUn BUn, gerald and ks
To be honest, G.I Joe LOOKS nice, with all those high tech weapons, suits and everything
but as usual, it was not perfect. It's story line was full of shit...
I wonder when we will be able to watch movie like Lord of Ring again...
The movie with dramatic action yet great story...

We went to clementi MRT at 5: 30, as we were informed.
But it seems that LAI KUAN(scary person) is not very punctual.
They came at 6 : 30!
Dont tell me my eyes had a problem and i saw "6" as "5"!
Dang .
hahaha anyways, enjoyed our dinner. Bunheng and Gerald were busy "gaying"
and Haresh was super high on his root bear
And as usual, me, being a Gentleman, did nothing special(LOL)

Again, Happy birthday Jeanne! :]

Stolen

2009-08-03T02:25:00.000-07:00

I will post about our hanging out in Vivo first.
As usual, on saturday, we went to Vivo. ( Haresh, Gerald, KeeSIAN, bun heng)
Xin en couldnt go caz of her mother lol
anyways, again, we didnt have any movie to watch,
so we went to lan shop and played dota.
as usual, being a pro, i got Beyond God Like, using bloodseeker.
Bunheng insists i "ksed" but thats how u should play bloodseeker!!
therefore, i can say that bunheng is a noob! wee~~(sorry for being random)
We sat down and chat after spending 2 hours in lan shop.
And later at home , i found out that We spent so much money on that day =.=;;

Today...it was not a very good day.
The starting was good.
Haresh became a small boy!! HaHaHa
Had some fun hiding Samuel WEE~~~'s bag
but MRS.Gerald told him where i hide his bag ( which is inside MY bag)
BUt....but... after Geog, i found out that my $35 are gone
stolen by a classmate, or maybe by a person from 02.
I do not want to think that it is stolen, as I trust people
but it seems that there is no other way for my money to be missing...
LOL

차쿤 & 에네스 - 눈물

2009-07-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

차쿤 & 에네스 - 눈물

한소년과 소녀의 가슴아픈사랑에

그끝에 세상과 이별을 스스로 넌 결정해

그둘이 지고 가기엔 너무나도 컸던 짐이

이미 자리잡은 한 생명의 의미

둘이아닌 셋

이미 번져버릴때로 번진 핏방울에

젖은 그의 눈망울에 비친 그녀 뱃속안에

사랑스러운 한아이가 밤새 소리쳐우네

미안하단 말은 이미 아무 소용이없네

얼마나 괴로웠을까 어린나이에 원치않던 임신에

그둘은 좌절해 하룻밤에 철이없던 사랑에

서로를 가졌었던 그날 사랑에 눈먼 어린 준비안된 사랑에 결과물

몇달이지나도 소식이없어불안에 떨던 소녀는

혹시나했던 테스트기 두줄에 무너져 내리는

두려움과 무서움에 떨며 그에게전화를 걸어

만나자며 한아파트 공원 구석자리를 찾어

어린소년은 그녀의 소식에 담배를 물고

어찌해야 될지를 몰라 그는 불안에떨고

손톱을 물어뜯고 몇번이고 또 되묻고

한없이 작은 자신의 존재를 원망도 하고

그녀를위해 무엇도 할수없는 자신의 초라한

모습에 눈물을 닦고 벽을치고 땅을치고

맘굳히고 어쩔수없는 선택에 기로에서

소년은 떨리는 소녀의 손을잡아주네

불안한 예감에 적중하는 두개의줄의의미

한소녀의 몸안엔 이미 꿈틀거리는 생명

밤새며 고민을 해도 해결할수없는 일에

떨리는 손으로 수화길들어 전화를 거네

차가운 바람에 흩내리는 눈물을 닦으며

지키지못할 내아이를 가슴에 안고서

아무리 미안해 외쳐봐도 용서하지못해

끝내 자신을 원망하는 말만되뇌이네

희뿌연 연기속에 짙어지는 눈물자욱

찢어진 가슴안에 붉어지는 손등위로

떨어지는 소녀의 한마디는 그끝내

한발두발 멀어지는 발길을 잡지 못해

소년은 떨리는 소녀의 손을 잡아주고

아찔한 천국을 향해 몸을 내달릴때

눈물에 젖은 소녀의 한마디는

영원히 ... 사랑하자...

어린소녀는 뱃속의 아이를 가슴에 묻고

마지막이될순간 가슴깊이 추억을안고

하늘을 바라보고 몇번이고 계속 울고

한없이 작은 자신의 존재를 원망도하고

소년을 위해 무엇도할수없는 자신의 초라한

모습에 눈물을 닦고 한발두발 발을 딛고

맘 굳히고 어쩔수없는 선택에 기로에서

소녀는 떨리는 소년의 손을 잡아주네

엄마 ... 먼저가서 미안해...

지금 내 손을 잡고있는...

이아이를 너무 사랑해...

그리고 아가야..

이렇게 할수밖에없는 날 용서해줘...

미안해.. 그리고 사랑해...

그 소녀를 사랑한 소년은 무엇도 할수없는 초라함에

하늘아래 자신을 원망하고

자신을 보며 떨고있는 한 소녀 지키지못한

미안함에 진심어린 눈망울을 떨구네

그소년을 사랑한 소녀는 무엇도할수없는 초라함에

하늘아래 자신을 원망하고

몸속에 자리 잡고있는 한아이 지키지못한

미안함에 진심어린 눈망울을 떨구네.

실화를 바탕으로 쓴 가사이다.
노래를 들어보면 알겠지만,
그다지 말이 필요 없는 노래인듯 하다.
가사와 랩 둘다 듣는 사람의 가슴을 녹인다.
처음에 아는 동생의 추천으로 들었던 노래이다
이제 이 명곡을 들었다는 사실을 후회한다
너무나 슬픈 가사와 랩으로 듣는 나 자신을 슬프게 하는 노래이기 때문이다...
어쩔수 없이 잠시의 실수로 동반자살을 한 그 이름모르는 두 커플의 명복의 빈다.

Test...Test....Test...

2009-07-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

Test...test....test...
7 tests this week!!!
3 on monyday,(was it 2?) 1 yesterday, and 2 today. and 1more 2mrow
Very stressful. Really...test after test...plus our homeworks..
Haiz...guess We just have to live with it.
Anyways, quite happy with my results.
1st in class for phy.
Quite sure i got 100% for my maths
and ... idk
hahahhaa :)
Will be back after this damn SS test tomorrow :)

Vivo

2009-07-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

Went to Vivo city with haresh, bun heng, gerald and xin en.
We were planning to watch movie,
but it turned out that all the movies except for Battle for terra
was NC16 and above.
So we just sat and chat outside.
The weather was quite hot but it was still considered ok in singapore :P
I think we chat for 7 hours....
We just talked about school, friends, bullshits and most importantly,
some of our hidden secrets..
I could feel our bonds getting closer at that moment...
On my way home, i just kept thinking
"if something hits hard in my life, would i be able to stand up?"
And i found the answer to it.
Its not would i be able to, it is I should be able to.
That two are very different.
As MR.GERALD said, the world still continues,
regardless of whether you are OK or not.
It may slow down, but it will not stop....

Happening in school

2009-07-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

Things are happening in school.
To be more specific, in my class.
Well, I guess many people know what happened
since there were lots of scenes in my class
anyways, this week was terrible.
TODAY was terrible!
3 tests! What the hell!

To be honest, I am really disappointed with what has happened
So much of deception and chaos.
For a person to be able to do that was quite suprising.

I will be back

망할놈

Bloody Hell

2009-07-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

Back to school and the only word I can say is
"BLOODY HELL"
After missing lesson for 2 weeks,
It seems that my brain has stopped.
I cannot process new lesson properly.
The worst subject now is Chem.
I just don't understand a thing in classroom.
And recently, geog really pissed me off too!
damn what homework and what test when i just come back =.=
i was asked to memorise the whole chapter which i didnt even learn for my test
and was asked to do 2 homeworks....

At least, it's fun to disturb Bun Heng and Gerald.
Bun Heng can be really cute huh? hahahahha

Sick?!

2009-07-15T10:57:00.000-07:00

well i WAS sick on saturday, after playing in lan for 5 hours with Tae Wan.
Then that night I had severe fever, which went up to 40. Damn
I was adviced to go see doctor, so i did
since im a good boy (im just joking dont be mad)
But after waiting for an hour or maybe two
just to see the doctor, it turned out that it was just throat infection
HAiz
anyways, i got 5 days MC, which i think was not necessary.
Then, it turned out that 9 people were sick on monday
and 13 on tuesday. So i was asked to stay home
in case i get sick again =.=;
how great! IT really boring.
TOo boring. I would rather go school
but our teacher doesnt allow me =.=
If i fail my CA2, its not my fault
since i was asked to stay home for two weeks in term 3. =.=;;

Sungha Jung - Kiss From A Rose

2009-07-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

Played by Sungha Jung, a 11 years old korean boy.
He is really talented yeah?
Really love the song.
You can watch more of his videos by going to youtube
LOL
Hope you guys enjoy

Aesthetic Night

2009-07-10T20:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah, yesterday was a long waited aesthetic night.
Well, we guys waited for lan shop though
anyways. we were really excited about going lan shop after school
we actually formed a group and tried to get our combos right
but it turned out that we didnt need to =.=
the lan shop was full! damn
thanks to Mr.Firdaus who really took his time to meet us,
we reached lan shop late
haiz...
anyways KS was super formal yesterday hahahaa
i went to change in his house and found out that
he bought whole set of clothes for yesterday. zzz..
oh, no haresh was d worst. he looked like a businessman/ high class gangster/
i think its more to the high class gangster though
hahaha
anyways since lan shop was full we went to watch transformers again.
but had to left during the movie :{
we spent a lot of time together, but it turned out that we just walked around ALOT
:} will be back!

First day of school

2009-07-07T03:03:00.000-07:00

Finally back to school, after such a long holiday.
well, it was only(?) 38 days, but it seem like 2 months.
anyways, it was nice to see my classmates :}
Just that the teacher change our seat, the whole day was perfect
(except for the part vanessa took more than half of my umbrella! and i got wet!)
I will miss sitting next to nicky, even though he will say "fuck this fuck that"
Im quite used to it and it is quite fun to be with him.
zzzz;;;
anyways, ice age 3 was really cute & funny hahaha
and guess wat?
i saw "Queen Latifah" in the poster. zzzz...

오늘의 액스트라

2009-07-03T14:54:00.000-07:00

우리는 가끔 무덤 앞에서 운다. 무덤 앞에서 그리워한다
그러나 정작 되돌리고 싶은 것은 무덤 속의 사람들이 아니라, 그시절의 자신일지도 모른다
대학 시절의 첫사랑이 아니라, 그 눈부신 시절의 생애를,
미치게 사랑했떤 그 사람이 아니라, 미친 열정 속에 기꺼이 빠저들수 있떤
그 무모한 용기를 그리워하고 있는 것일지도 모른다

아는 사람의 블로그에서 퍼온글이다.
직접 썼다고 자신은 주장하지만
필자는 절대 그말을 믿을수 없다
그 형이 이렇게 멎진 말을 쓸수 있다는 사실을 인정할수가 없어서 그런다
처음에는 잘 몰랐다..하지만 읽을수록 내 가슴에 닿아오는 저 글은
정말 이상하게 공감이 간다.
미친 열정속에 기꺼이 빠저들수있던 그 무모한 용기...
우리 인생에는 이런 용기가 필요하지 않을까?
이런 용기 없이 무슨 결정을 하며
무슨 일을 할수 있을까.
그래서 필자는 물어본다,

당신은 그런 용기가 있는가?

Nothing to do..

2009-07-02T14:48:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do...
Im spending my time by watching One Piece
Well, some of you may say it sucks
but it seems great to me
really nice story line, action, and a very touching story and lines
zz..anyways..really hope to go back to school..miss my friedns...

No school

2009-06-29T21:32:00.000-07:00

well, should I be happy? somehow, yeah. I'm happy but somehow, Im sad as well. Thinking that I can rest for one more week before going back to the hell called "School", it really makes me happy. but the thing is, I skipped lesson for a week which will affect my studies. damn damn damn but whats the point of arguing when im not given a choice....

마지막으로. 아 슈발

Happy bday xin en!

2009-06-25T05:59:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday xinen!hahaha

today watched transformers 2.

It was just TOO nice. seroiusly. the best movie. i didnt even blink my eyes watching that movie. 2 hours 30 min seemed to be short and after d movie finish, i felt empty. I was hoping the movie to continue but sadly...it came to the end. Well everything has end. But there are things that you hope to last for eternity. This movie was one i guess...

Busy!..

2009-06-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

damn busy. seriously, busy with life, busy with friends, busy with family. Well, busy with hw as well. it seems i wil do all my hw on sat & sun since i am too busy this week..sigh..sad isnt it? anyways, i am having great time with my friends :) will post some pic ASAP. need to find my cable first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD

2009-06-22T09:43:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD!!! :}

음..울고싶어 지는 하루?

2009-06-21T11:16:00.001-07:00

음...오늘은 왜이럴까..제깅 가레나에서 잘하다가 두번다 어이없게 인터넷 병맛으로 중간에 나갔따는 제깅, 그리고는 저녁을 먹으로 나가는데 아이포드 배터리가 없다는걸을 알았지. 그리고는 제수없게도 핸드폰 배터리도 없었따 -.- 이게 왠 지못미인지...결국 밥먹으로 가는데 심심해 죽는줄 알았고 천지신명+하나님+부처님+알라의 도움(뭐 헛소리여) 로 도착했다. 그나마 맜있는거 먹어서 다행이였찡..ㅋ_ㅋ. 사랑하는 성광이 아저찌( 나 게이아녀)를 만나면 난 복터지는듯 ㅋ_ㅋ. 아무튼 형아 용돈 ㄳㄳ. 정말 ㄳㄳ. 가슴이 찡~ 했따는 'ㅅ' ㅋㅋㅋ

LOVE YOU CHANG HYUN

Back home

2009-06-21T11:00:00.000-07:00

hahaha im back home. arrived yesterday. Really nice to be back home. REally really really nice. IT seems that my house didnt change at all except for the tv and the fact that my desk has become clean. Really touched by my bloody brother who has left some money for me to spend when he himself doesnt have enough. Gonna be busy with homeworks and hanging out. Ate stake as dinner today. A person i know treated :D. It was nice man haahha. will be back with some pic! ( sadly, i lost my cable so i got to buy one)

18 of June

2009-06-18T18:20:00.000-07:00

4th day of AEM. TOday was just boring. we just did blogging till 12. at 12, I and haresh went to SP for another AEM. We ate in the hawker center before going to SP. As soon as we arrived, we regretted coming so early. Xin En and Christal was there. It turned out that our class was not on 1 but it was on 2;30 =.=;;. What a waste of time. We played dota. It was not really fun since we couldnt connect with each other. So we just played against the Ais. Anyways today was boring & tiring

백지영(Baek Ji Young ) - 총맞은 것처럼 (Like Being Hit By A Bullet)

2009-06-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

총맞은것처럼 정신이 너무 없어
웃음만 나와서 그냥 웃었어 그냥 웃었어 그냥
허탈하게 웃으며 하나만 묻자 했어
우리 왜 헤어져 어떻게 헤어져 어떻게 헤어져 어떻게
구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
참아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가
심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져
구멍난 가슴이
어느 새 눈물이 나도 모르게 흘러
이러기 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말
일어서는 널 따라 무작정 쫓아갔어
도망치듯 걷는 너의 뒤에서 너의 뒤에서 소리쳤어
구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
참아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가
심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져
총맞은것처럼 정말
가슴이 너무 아파
이렇게 아픈데 이렇게 아픈데
살수가 있다는 게 이상해
어떻게 너를 잊어 내가
그런거 나는 몰라 몰라
가슴이 뻥 뚫려 채울 수 없어서
죽을 만큼 아프기만 해
총맞은것처럼.

Another song that I love.
This song is actually quite old but I still love it.
Really nice lyrics and voice.
~_~

Just started blog.

2009-06-17T19:20:00.000-07:00

People, i have just started blogging. Actually, I started blogging because of my E-Biz. But somehow, I came to like blogging and now i will start writing about everything, not just the aem. Hope you guys enjoy reading my blog(wihch i doubt, caz I myself don't really enjoying reading others blog). Kindly leave a comment. :} Thanks

8eight - 잘가요 내사랑

2009-06-17T19:12:00.001-07:00

안녕 잘지내니
귀엽던 니 얼굴은
예전과 같은지
조금 늦은 안부
늦은 이별을
담아 쓴다

뜬금없이 왠 편지냐고 묻진 않았지
메세지 미니홈피 흔한데 굳이
펜을 들곤 혹시나 내맘 다 못 전할까봐
다른 방법으론 역시나 안될것 같아
힘겹더라 많이 사랑했던터라
뭐 하나하나 내 뜻대로 되는게 없더라
그만 날 괴롭혀라
스스로 다짐하고 죽을내 기다려도
네가 오는건 아니더라

잘가요 내사랑
이젠 보내줄게요
기억 추억 모두 잊을게요
지우고 지워서 사랑한점도 비워낼게요
내맘에서

한번 단한번만
널 다시보게 되면
얼마나 좋을까
이런 더딘 이별
눈물도 모두
지우련다

이몸이 멀어지면 마음도 멀어진단말
하나도 내게 소용없더라 다 거짓말
하루하루 갈수록 초췌해지는
내가 안쓰러 돌아갈순 없을까
매일을 물어 내게 스스로
애타는 내맘을 쥐어짜네
소리쳐봤자 네겐 들리지가 않는다

추억의 끝에서야 이별을 깨달은 후에야
내 마음에서 널 보낸다

잘가요 내사랑
이젠 보내줄게요
기억 추억 모두 잊을게요
지우고 지워서 사랑한 점도 비워낼게요
내맘에서

다 시간이 지나면
너를 잊을줄 알았는데
다시 또 다시 내맘속에 찾아와

안되요 내사랑
보낼수가 없네요
그댈 그댈 잊어야하는데
지우고 지워도 내겐 또 그대뿐인가봐요
미안해요

Sorry the lyrics are in korean but the original song itself is in korean..
so i got no choice but to copy the lyrics in Korean
so please be understanding :}. Anyways there's a good sub in the MV.
Hope you guys enjoyed the song. Really love it.
The music itself is unique since its a hybrid music of rock and hip hop.
The combination is indeed nice. It allows us to enjoy the song with sad lyrics.

17 of June

2009-06-17T19:11:00.002-07:00

third day of our aem. Today we went there at 9, as usual. then realised that I forgot to off the computer the day before which means it has been on for 48hours. Wish the poly wouldnt send me the bill. anyways today we just blogged, facebooked and most importatanly, PLAYED. that was fun. after lunch we went to City Plaza. It was a wholesale centre. Had alot of things there. but too bad, its all clothes. I found it was a suitable place for people to buy cloth cheap :P
Me and haresh went to Plaza Singapura after aem to watch movie with Xin En. we watched the land of the lost. it was a funny film. Haresh was a bad boy there. HAHAHAHA

16 of June

2009-06-16T19:11:00.000-07:00

Im back people. I know that you guys miss reading my blog ( im just joking) damn im tired =.=..; 8 hours per day man. I can stand it if i have a good sleep but then i slept for 3 hours again. Think i will go home and sleep as much as possible. haahaha . today we listened to our cher, a very interesting man indeed. He has a way of speaking. such as "north north north north of Singapore" which means china lah. hahaha. n we went to MICROSOFT in raffles place. the place was nice. the guys there were quite good at talking and the X-Box there was really interesting +_+. i got more idea of microsoft, what they do and what I can do to help myself. the funniest thing of today was that Samuel goh made a mistake going out,. he tried to open a wrong door which made us laugh,.. i will upload the pictures as soon as possible, once i find my cable...
we went to lan shop after the aem. Me haresh gerald, samuel goh yaozhi , quan kai and bun heng. though yaozhi and samuel goh didnt play dota. My Jakiro was so good man just that my teammate didnt coop with me =.= sad... anyways i got to go!

15 of June

2009-06-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

My E-Biz aem started today. Honestly it was hard for me to wake up so early in the morning since i was so used to sleeping till 11am. damn...i woke up at 6, which means i slept for 5 hours only! i thought the aem would be damn boring like the one in SP. aem in SP is REALLY boring man. 4 hours there might kill a guy. but this aem was different ( what a relief jesus..). the cher was nice. he was funny t00. n he LET us surf!!!. it even have field trip. really enjoying the aem n NP is nice man...really nice. even though the building itself is old, the facility is really nice. the canteen called Makan Place was like.....:). dude got to go, still in the aem hahahaa :) will be back with photos of NP.